INTERVIEW: Punk Nostalgia With The Living’s Greg Gilmore

Listeners today might not be familiar with the name The Living, but their inspiration and lineage has touched every branch of rock since their brief run in the 80’s. The group was a hardcore punk band in one of the scene’s birthplaces, Seattle, and 39 years after their original run they’ve unearthed their debut (and only) album, now titled 1982: The Living. The Living didn’t even exist for a full year, and this batch of seven songs might be their only physical legacy, but their existence was a platform that would later elevate grunge and hard rock. The band featured guitarist and songwriter Duff McKagan, later known for his work in Guns N’Roses (among other bands), and Greg Gilmore, who would go on to drum for the legendary proto-grunge group Mother Love Bone. The Living also featured John Conte on vocals, and Todd Fleischman on bass.

The Living: 1982 is a product of its time in the best way possible – seven short blasts of raw punk energy, with manic guitar and drums that sound ready for an energized slamdance crowd. At this early punk time, writing a classic song didn’t necessarily take a lot of effort, but the seven tracks on this album have a lot of depth and dedication put into them. McKagan, the chief songwriter, interjects a platter of nuanced lyrical topics from political (“Two Generation Stand”) to personal (“A Song For You”). The band cram a lot of ear-popping rhythms into a short time, often cramming many riffs and fills into 120 seconds (especially on the best track, “I Want”). They eschew some one- or two-chord attacks that were popular at the time in favor of melody, and do it without sacrificing any of the chaos energy or punk mentality. Much of this lies in the songwriting and the band’s commitment, which sounds much more practiced than their short lifespan would’ve allowed. But some of it also falls in the hands of the remasters, first unearthed by Gilmore and now released by Loosegroove Records, owned by Pearl Jam guitarist Stone Gossard and Malfunkshun drummer Regan Hagar.

Photo credit: Marty Perez

We recently spoke with Gilmore over the phone about The Living: 1982.


Allston Pudding: Hey, how are you doing?

Gilmore: I’m doing well. 

AP: So first off, how did you get your start in music? And how did The Living come together in the first place?

Gilmore: Well, I started just listening to records and playing the drums. And that’s how I learned to play. And I had a band, mostly through junior high and high school with some friends of mine and I played with a couple of other sort of cover bands, more bar oriented bands right at the end of high school. And I grew up about an hour, hour and a half away from outside of Seattle, out in the woods. And moved into Seattle to go to school and sort of mostly just moved to Seattle to play music. And so I’d been here for a few months and I answered an ad in, we used to have a I think it was monthly music and entertainment in general sort of magazine that had classified ads section, and guys had put an ad in looking for a drummer. I answered it and that was that. Todd Fleischman opens the door, quite an imposing figure filling the doorway with blue hair. Game on, that was it.

AP: So talk me through a bit if you can recall, the recording of this album in the first place. And what was the scene there like, in the 80s? Because it seemed like it was really chaotic with a whole lot of short-lived bands and whatnot.

Gilmore: Yeah, especially early on. Early 80’s. Really, at that time, there were bands that would come and go pretty quickly. I mean The Living lasted for seven months or so. And it was an interesting moment, you know, the scene was not that big. It’s pretty insular. You know, Seattle’s kind of isolated.

AP: Right, right.

Gilmore: It wasn’t that tough to go down to Portland or up to Vancouver but mostly [we] kept to ourselves there. Right about that time it seemed there was sort of a changing of the guard here. There had been a few bands that were playing a lot that were more new, more new wavy, maybe then what, maybe the genesis of that thing that’s now recognized as a Seattle thing was the infusion, kind of the hard rock, hard rock into punk rock. And that’s what was sort of happening right at that time of The Living. That was sort of my background, you know, I was not, I was never really a punk rocker in my mind. And there were only a handful of those bands that I really listened to much. I was more hard rock. I mean, that the distinction is kind of thin and arguably it certainly is. But there is something there to that and I think that maybe the most broad way, at least, sort of describes what was happening here.

AP: Do you think at all how that scene kind of, you know, with you going on to Mother Love Bone and Duff [McKagan] going on to GN’R, if that scene kind of spread out and influenced those other genres that came after it at all? Like how you all sort of branched out from this punk band into various other genres.

Gilmore: I don’t really, it’s hard for me to say having been in it. If it’s a little easier, I guess I could say, you know, Duff’s in GN’R, yeah, that kind of, was part of what defines them in the beginning was they sort of they dressed it down a little bit. A little more real. I would say that Duff probably was a pretty significant influence in that way, yeah. And, and then I, you know, I don’t know with Mother Love Bone, it’s harder for me to hear it. Because there was so much other stuff, other influence going on there.

AP: Yeah. Yeah. No, that makes total sense. So this was, correct me if I’m mistaken, but it was your decision to go back and revisit this album. How exactly did that and why did that come about?

Gilmore: It was not initially my decision, it’s an old fan’s, longtime fan of the band. I don’t know if it’s eight or 10 years ago, had some chance encounter with a couple of guys from Portland that were starting or had already started like a little boutique, indie kind of record label and out of that came the idea to make a Living record. That turned out to be the first of three attempts at turning this thing into a record that failed. And so it started with those guys and John had the tapes. John Conte the singer had been sitting on the original eight track masters, and when that first started to come together we had them transferred digitally and I got the files and mixed it. And so that’s basically how we started the whole, this journey of actually turning this stuff into a record. I went out to lunch with Stone [Gossard], I guess now it’s been a couple years and among other things I told him the story and he was curious. Wanted to hear it and he did hear it and he dug it. Eventually he and Regan [Hagar] decided to go for it and make a record. I didn’t initiate the thing in the beginning. But once it got going then I did. And talking to people about it. We had a few near misses, like I said.

AP: Yes. What was it like just kind of revisiting this album, even from like a nostalgia standpoint?

Gilmore: It was pretty cool. Kind of reaffirming. What I found in the tapes was not a surprise, because I was so into the recordings when we first made them. They, they sounded great, you know, they’re everything that they are today. They sounded great, and the songs are great. I just really loved it. And it so it has been pretty well etched in my memory, that sound and everything about this for all these years. So it had, of course, been quite a long time since I’d actually heard this, or at least something that wasn’t the 20 year old cassette tape. So yeah, when I first pulled this stuff up, it’s just instantly like, okay that’s right, there it is, like I remember it.

AP: That’s great.

Gilmore: It was really fun to work on, a fun project to mix for sure.

AP: I can imagine. Yeah, these songs sound great today, I can only imagine what they were like, you know, back then.

Gilmore: Yeah. I tried to kind of honor those, my memory; we had mixed it, of course, at the time. I just had that in mind and kind of what in my memory is in that same place. And yeah, I’m really happy with it. For sure.

Photo credit: Marty Perez

AP: This Living album, is this just a one off thing? Or is there any sort of chance we can get any more music down the road?

Gilmore: Well, there won’t be anything new recorded, that I can pretty much guarantee. There somewhere, and I might, I’ve been asked to look, I might have some old recordings basically live from our rehearsal space, that might be viable. And I have to; I don’t even know if I have it or what it sounds like, but that would be if there’s anything to come it would be that kind of thing. [I don’t know] if there would be any unheard songs in that batch, anyway. Yeah, I don’t know. But there’s that possibility. That’s all there would be.

AP: So some of the songs on the album are, you know, pretty expectedly political. Do you think there’s any sort of similarities between those songs and any sort of relevancy today?

Gilmore: Well, just that kind of a reminder, that wheel just keeps going around and around. It’s a process to really want to get into all of the struggles represented in politics is kind of perennial, it’s a process, and you never expect those …well I wanna keep this concise [laugh]. Life is a process, there’s no end.

AP: Yeah, true, very true. Maybe a better way to phrase that question. What do you think punk looks like to you now in 2021? Do you think it’s kind of similar to what it was then? Or do you think the term is taken on a whole new meaning?

Gilmore: You know, I don’t really, I don’t know if I have much to say about that. I’m not really familiar with what’s going on now. Actually, can you tell me something about it?

AP: Um, yeah, I mean, I think it both does and does not really look and sound the same. I think if we want to talk, like, purely on a music standpoint, there are still bands that might still kind of sound like The Living, but I think it’s the sound is branched out into different areas, even if maybe the sentimentality has maintained, if that makes any sense.

Gilmore: Oh, yeah. You just can’t help. You just can’t stop evolution. I am not familiar, right now. I’d like to hear what might be happening.

AP: Yeah, it’s definitely you know, like you say, I think from a sort of mentality standpoint, I think it’s just like you said, it just keeps on turning. Like, it’s always gonna be, they’re always gonna be the same.

Gilmore: Yeah, yeah. Yeah, there [will] always be something to be frustrated for. I’m wondering, just wondering how the state of technology is affecting the music or the production of it.

AP: Oh, yeah, that’s a whole Pandora’s Box question, I think, yeah, because on the one hand, it does make it easier for anybody to write and record and put out music, you know, the same day. But yeah, at the same time that also makes it oversaturated and everything else.

Gilmore: Yeah, exactly the same, there’s so much benefit, what tools, what you can do with the tools now, and they’re becoming portable and ubiquitous. But it’s really democratized things in a way, but at the same time, it’s just allowed you to make music in very unmusical ways.

AP: Right? Exactly. Yes.

Gilmore: And you can’t, you can’t avoid I mean, I, I say that at the same time that I do, take advantage of being able to work on a record with somebody that lives in another country. So that’s great. But at the same time, I’ve been frustrated by a lot of that kind of thing now.

AP: Yeah, I can imagine that.

Gilmore: Just that feeling of the music that happens when you’re actually standing in a room with three or four other guys.

AP: Yeah, it’s something like we took for granted for quite a while. So on that note, are you up to anything currently, music wise?

Gilmore: Not very much. I do some random recording these days. You know, play drums for other people’s stuff. I am slowly working on a handful of tunes of a long distance friend of mine in Scotland. That is the only one and then, you know, random things come up. But that one thing with Andy, in Scotland is the ongoing thing at the moment. Right now we’re pretty focused on getting it together to do some motorcycle riding.

AP: Well, that’s really all I had on my end. Thank you for taking this time. It’s, it’s been an honor to talk to you. Have a good evening and enjoy the motorcycle rides!

Gilmore: Thank you. Bye bye.


The album The Living: 1982 is out today, and can be for streaming and purchase here. Also, a podcast called The Living 1982 Podcast, hosted by Kurt Bloch and featuring the band members and other luminaries from the 80’s punk scene, will launch its first episode on 4/20. You can watch the video for “Two Generation Stand” below!

 

Premiere: Haasan Barclay Stays Out Past “Curfews”

By Harry Gustafson

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Haasan Barclay, “Curfews”

Over the past couple of years, it might be more likely that you’ve gotten to know the music of Haasan Barclay through his CAMP BLOOD project, a music and visual arts duo comprised of Barclay and writing partner Shaka Dendy. But before he had even embarked on that explosion of punk energy channeled through an industrial hip-hop lens, Barclay released material as a solo artist. These releases came in the form of a handful of singles and EPs that explore a more psychedelic rock side of Haasan Barclay’s sound. Riff-heavy guitar lines, driving bass lines, and bounce-happy percussion meld with elements of funk and contemporary R&B. 

“Curfews,” the fresh new single Haasan Barclay is dropping today, feels like the epitome of that blend. It’s driven tempo hints at summer vibes ahead, running full-force into a world of evening pleasures, desires, and long nights spent out, darting from one location to the next. Whirling synths add something akin to a neon glow over the syncopated guitar line; it’s not hard to imagine the singer–head in a daze–staring up at the bright neon lights of a city night. 

The writing of the song, according to the artist, was meant to reflect the pent up feeling of being stuck in quarantine, the “yearning to risk it all for physical intimacy while in seemingly eternal lockdown.” It’s a feeling anyone who’s spent any time single during the past year knows too well. For example, maybe you were watching Gremlins 2: The New Batch recently and Greta the lady gremlin was looking a bit too good… (that’s just, like, one example that I can think of but definitely not from personal experience). Regardless, the song does have this push-pull between the verse and chorus: the former with it’s tight guitar riff to build tension before the latter’s synth melodies take over a send us on a wave of pure bliss. 

Since the beginning of the pandemic, Haasan Barclay has been an active user on Patreon, where he posts short videos highlighting his uncanny ability to flip samples to fit his own unique songwriting and production style. He’s also been known to post custom-made sample packs, in case you or one of your producer friends is looking for some interesting new sounds for their next project. 

Stream “Curfews” by Haasan Barclay below via Spotify. 

You Oughta Know: Zach Seals

By Harry Gustafson

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We’re in the days of a producer’s renaissance, when more and more musicians aren’t solely limiting themselves to just performance. They’re also composing, mixing, and mastering their own work, engaging in a DIY work ethic that extends to creators across genres. Boston’s Zach Seals is one such artist and producer is pulling double duty when it comes to his releases. SInce putting “Exi$tential Crisis” – a moody piano ballad set over a hip-hop beat that feels like N.E.R.D. through a punk lens – on Spotify in 2019, Seals has added to his résumé by way of a handful of other singles, including an EP called “It Was Never That Deep” and the recent single “Thoughts So Loud” in 2020.

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Photo Courtesy of Zach Seals

To coincide with that single, Zach Seals released a corresponding video earlier this year with featured vocalist Pisha. The visuals find the duo in a twist on the classic trope of the baby on the doorstep. Instead of a real baby, the two devote their attention to a drawing of a face wrapped in a blanket. The video is laced with some funny twists on day-to-day parenting, like taking the baby for a walk in full gas masks, singing lullabies, and Seals reacting in horror to having to change a diaper. In addition to the video, Seals has released one more single, “Open,” so far in 2021.

Over a musical palette that has a home in the textures of modern R&B, Seals finds space for variegation in the fluctuating moods and themes across songs. On “It Was Never That Deep,” existential crisis carries a much more exasperated, rebellious tone, which “Pleasure and Pain” transforms into a sexy, crooning slow jam. Follow that with the orchestral funk of “Forget You” and it becomes clear that Seals has an adept ear for how to develop a unique, explorative sound across an extended release. Currently at work on a full length release, it will be interesting to see how Zach Seals continues to develop that talent as a burgeoning performer and producer.

Follow Zach Seals on Instagram and Twitter to keep up with future releases. Watch the video for “Thoughts So Loud” featuring Pisha below.

Interview: Ymani Leila & Katie Neuhof Breakdown “NEW WORLD” Video

By Harry Gustafson

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The past year has been a lesson in working under strict constraints. How can you make the highest quality art from home, or with a severely limited staff, or have creative output at all when everything feels so overwhelming. Even our ability to simply move around as freely as we once did felt snatched away. 

Ymani Leila and Katie Neuhof were dealing with those concerns and limitations in Fall 2020 as they were trying to conceive ideas for a music video to accompany Leila’s track “NEW WORLD.” With Neuhof at the directorial helm, Eventually, they struck an idea that not only allowed them to create a video with a small staff, but perfectly encapsulated the meaning of the song. Leila has been recording and performing for the past few years, a fresh face among Los Angeles’s electro-R&B scene. Neuhof – who has Boston roots as an Emerson College alum and former Allston resident – is a filmmaker and photographer, also currently based in LA. 

“NEW WORLD” is ultimately a track about isolation and overcoming the internal darkness within one’s self. Musically, it has a downtempo but driving bassline that propels the verses towards an energetic chorus. It’s about finding a balance between those internal elements of self-doubt and the way you want to present yourself externally as a glorious being full of joy and passion for living. As you will see below, the video represents this dichotomy perfectly with a simple but effective duality. 

“The song speaks to duality and how there are these two sides of you when you’re going through a change. You’re struggling to be this powerful person, but you have this dark side of you, too. I thought it would be cool to visualize that in the two worlds.”

Recently, Allston Pudding sat down with Ymani Leila and Katie Neuhof to get a full walkthrough of the video, the process that led to its creation, and its shot-by-shot meaning. This was a really fascinating, illuminating method of discussion. To have the combined team of musician and director – one to dissect the song and the other to explain the subtle technicalities that went into the video’s filming – it offered a unique dual perspective into an artistic collaboration. Read our discussion below after you’ve checked out the video for “NEW WORLD.” 

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Allston Pudding: Let’s start with your backgrounds as artists. Ymani, when did you start writing and recording music? 

Ymani Leila: Music started around the end of 2017. My partner at the time was producing a lot of music and asked me to sing over a track. I was super nervous, but I did it. It was such a good release to be able to get out what I was feeling at that time. It started from there, and he and I made an EP together. I took that stuff down later. We were able to perform it at an art show in LA a year ago. It was interesting to see how people reacted to it live. Now I’m working on a new EP that I’m mainly producing. It’s definitely evolved my sound. I got vocal lessons when I moved out to LA. 

AP: Tell me about “NEW WORLD.” 

YL: It has a dark vibe, and a chaotic vibe in a way, but it’s slow. It was about feeling torn. How do we go about this transition, how long is this going to last for, and trying to feel sane in a world that feels so crazy. Trying to still maintain some sort of peace in it. When I say, “I lost myself again,” that’s about me when I feel off balanced and not centered. 

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Katie Neuhof, Director

AP: Katie, how did you get linked up with Ymani to direct the video? 

Katie Neuhof: I’m also a photographer and Ymani is a model. We’d shot together a few times, and so I’d followed Ymani and her music after that. I reached out to her about directing a music video, and she was down! We shot this all mostly in November of last year. It was pretty quick after you released the song. We collaborated on producing it and doing all our little location scouts with our masks on. It was the first thing that I had shot since COVID had started, so it was an interesting experience. 

AP: How many music videos have you directed in the past? 

KN: A handful. About five or six. I’ve been working to build that body of work. It’s something I want to do full-time. I think it’s about the fifth. Don’t quote me on that; I have to count!

AP: In terms of the limitations of filming a video under quarantine restrictions, how did you go about finding the location and conceiving it? The concept of the video is fairly simple, but it’s executed so well. If it wasn’t for those restrictions, would you still have gone with the split-screen concept? 

KN: I think there is potential that it might have been different, but since we have been living in this world for a while, it definitely was part of the concept, just having Ymani be the only subject and having a simple, scaled-down set. There were only a few people on set. It wasn’t a big thing, which I loved, because it was very intimate but we were still able to be safe, distanced. It’s weird trying to make art in those constraints, but sometimes constraints enable you to be more creative, because you have to find creative solutions to overcome that. The concept is definitely based off the song, but it does have that isolation that quarantine brings on. 

AP: The content of the video fits the song really well. Where did the idea for the dual imagery come from, one with darker imagery with more subdued movement, versus a more colorful outfit against a white backdrop with full-on dance? 

YL: I came to Katie with the idea of the bow staff and me dancing. That’s all it was at first. That was really fun to learn. 

KN: I loved that idea. Listening to the song with that initial idea for her, I thought about another element we could bring to this. The song speaks to duality and how there are these two sides of you when you’re going through a change. You’re struggling to be this powerful person, but you have this dark side of you, too. I thought it would be cool to visualize that in the two worlds. You have the one side of her that is struggling with the darkness, with isolation, trying to figure out what to do with her life. Then there’s the light world, the dance world, where she’s fully powerful, full realized, fully confident. I wanted to have those played side-by-side. You kind of get to have two characters from one performer. It’s like you’re talking to yourself. 

AP: Let’s get into watching the video. Feel free to stop me when you wanna talk about something. 

0:13

KN: In this intro here, I have the camera zooming in on the left side and zooming out on the right side. I created that to give a sense of visual distortion and a weird push-and-pull on either side. 

AP: I didn’t even notice that. 

KN: It’s very subtle. In the darker world, it’s zooming into her mind, and in the lighter world, it’s revealing her and her power. Having them happen at the same time is kind of disorienting. 

AP: Subtle things make a difference. You do still get that feeling even without noticing the technical effect. 

KN: That’s even better, if it creates a weird feeling and you don’t know why. 

AP: What went into the costume choices?  

YL: These are all my own outfits. For the dark world, I knew it had to be all black. I was wearing leather pants. I got that wig; I wanted long black hair. I got that contact lens specifically for one eye, a blue lens from a smoke shop. My mom gifted me the necklace a few years back. To me, it’s a symbol of myself and my spirituality. It represents life and how it keeps flowing. Even though I might be in a dark space right there, the necklace represents that light to me as well. The eye thing represents that duality as well. For the light world, that outfit is by this designer name Kim Shui. I felt like it fit for this video really well. I did the facepaint for that and got my hair braided. 

AP: Were both of these shot in the same location? 

KN: Yes. We shot them back-to-back. She’s pretty much in front of the same wall, it just has a different fabric. We rented a downtown LA loft space. We were shooting it in the middle of the day. There was so much light pouring through that to make the dark world dark was a little bit of a challenge. It’s the good thick blackout curtains that made it possible. The white backdrop has those beautiful, huge warehouse windows. I bought a bunch of fabric and hung it up there. Ymani did all her own styling and I did the production design. It was very DIY. 

0:31

KN: Going back to the contacts being different, [the close-up on them] speaks to that duality. The video also has these 16mm interstitial transitions that are colorful. I thought that would be an interesting way to bring a little more color into the video. It’s very subdued for the most part, so I wanted to bring that color. I liked putting it into these transitional moments, because I feel like when you’re having a manic episode or a depressive episode, you’re just having these flashes of images coming at you, in your memory. That’s part of why it’s included in the video. 

0:36

AP: I really like the placement of Ymani spinning the bow staff with the lyric of “while the world’s spinning.” I love when something happens in a video that clearly relate to the lyrics of the video. 

KN: In my mind, the spinning feels like a metaphor for life being crazy and constantly in flux, but there she is in control of it, the master of it. 

YL: Ooh. I didn’t realize until you said that.  

KN: You have this moment of spinning out of control, but there you are in control of life. Life is the bow staff and you are the master of the bow staff!

AP: Adding to that too, even the dancing adds to that. It’s a skill that requires awareness and being in control of your body, having that sense of balance for the movement. I’ll definitely want to ask more about the dancing as the video goes on. 

KN: You look so cool. 

YL: Thank you!

1:14

KN: The makeup was inspired by warpaint, wasn’t it? 

YL: Yeah, tribal African warpaint. Even with the bow staff– I don’t know when that came to mind, but I was like, okay, I want to learn this. I just learned from this man off YouTube. 

AP: Bow staff spinning tutorial? 

YL: [Laughter] Yeah, I was just doing that inside my home. At first, I didn’t have a bow staff; I was just using a broom. I got the neck rings online because I couldn’t find it anywhere. In my head I knew the dress needed some kind of jewelry statement piece. 

KN: I love that it does have this warrior inspiration, because that’s kind of who you are in this light world, this warrior conquering inner demons. 

AP: I think we also paused at the moment right before the dancing takes off and gets bigger. 

1:21

AP: Back to lyrics linking up with visuals, your movement gets bigger when you sing “I’ve lost myself again.” You’ve even put down the bow staff for a second to get fully into the movement. 

YL: The choreography I did myself as well, practicing big movements. I’d record myself over and over, tweak it every day. 

AP: Do you have any background in dance? 

YL: I have none. I’ve always loved it and wanted to take lessons, but my family didn’t have enough money at the time. So I would just dance by myself in my room all the time. 

KN: It’s pretty impressive that you choreographed it yourself though!

AP: You definitely could have fooled me that you didn’t have any formal training. 

1:52

KN: I like playing with these moments of extreme close-ups and wider shots. I think it speaks to how we are in her mind in the darker world, and then in the lighter world, we’re in this realization of what she’s gone through and is overcoming. I liked to play in the video between these close-ups versus these wide movements that have a lot of movement. 

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AP: That is a really cool effect. I didn’t consciously think of you doing that, but it’s another one of those subtle techniques that definitely elicits a response from the viewer. 

2:11

KN: This moment here… this is the moment we want to talk about! Throughout the video [the two Ymanis] have movements synced up, but this is the big moment where they are sort of talking to each other. This is kind of the breakthrough moment, like the version of herself that is trapped in her own mind is speaking to this powerful version of herself. I thought it was cool to have them actually speaking to each other, because otherwise they’re isolated.

AP: Yeah, this is a really brilliant shot. 

2:22

KN: Now this is such a powerful moment, the raising of the bow staff after you’ve had that intimate moment. This is the moment of extreme, fully-realized power. 

YL: To go even further with the bow staff, in Okinawa, Japan, there was an emperor who took over only for a short period of time. He wanted people to use a bow staff to keep the peace and get rid of crazier weapons. I thought that was cool, having this weapon to protect ourselves, but not having it be something super wild, like a gun. 

AP: It does feel like a better way. Okay, two people don’t get along and want to have an altercation, fine. Just hit each other with sticks until someone gives up. 

KN: I love the idea [of the bow staff being a symbol of peace]. It’s like you have this power, but it’s not a violent power or you’re exerting violence over people. It’s an inner strength. 

AP: This is also another moment where I feel like the content of the video matches up with the content of the song: right before the chorus kicks in – hi-hat picks up, intensity lifts – there’s a moment in the video that precedes that lift in energy. This time around, you’ve got the bow staff raised, and the chorus kicks in immediately after. It gives the video a really great pacing. 

KN: This was such a fun day. 

YL: I was so excited!

2:49

KN: I had talked about the 16mm transitions. Here, you’ll see some of that 16mm artifice going across the frame. It was all shot digitally, not on 16mm. When we were originally conceiving this, I wanted to shoot in 16mm, but it’s just so expensive to shoot on film, and we didn’t have the budget for it. It was a very DIY project. It’s cool because those constraints create a new creativity. So all this filmic stuff you see was created in post. I wanted to take my time with it to try to make it look like that and fool the viewer into believing that [it was 16mm]. Maybe that also speaks to the duality and nature of the song: that it’s supposed to look like one thing that it actually isn’t.

AP: Again, that’s one of those subtle things that I definitely hadn’t noticed. So now I’m looking out for those flashes of color. 

3:00

KN: It’s doing that push-and-pull thing again that I was talking about. 

AP: What I really like – about the music and instrumentals of the song – Ymani, you had said that it was kind of a slow song earlier. When it’s mostly just the bassline on the verses, I can hear that. But when the chorus kicks in, there’s almost this feeling of the music kicking into double time. I think that also ties into that duality that we’ve been talking about. 

KN: It’s very dynamic. 

AP: That’s kind of how a lot of this past year has felt. We were talking about manic episodes versus depressive episodes earlier. It feels like there’s less in-between with those moments; it’s either-or. 

KN: I think the song and video are such a reflection of what we’ve had to go through with COVID, but without immediately noticing that. Like if you watch this video in 20 years, would you even know that it is a reflection of that?

AP: That’s a great point. I can definitely see that COVID influence, but I also think that if this had come out two years ago, it still elicits a strong feeling, a mood, a state of being. We have these inner and outer selves; how we really feel inside versus how we actually want to move around in the world, as these warriors, these people full of confidence in ourselves, but at the same time, there are these darker sides of us, full of doubt, insecurity, and fear. 

KN: It’s a timeless feeling. You can always feel like that, it’s just been more pronounced in this year. I hate saying that, but it has been a year. 

AP: It’s March again, welcome back!

KN: It’s always been March!

AP: Ymani, as far as the movement goes, we’ve been focusing on the light world and the more dance heavy portions, but I also think there’s a lot of intentional movement in the dark world. Right here, you’re not looking at the camera, you’re glancing off camera a bit. Can you talk more about the movement in that side of the video? 

YL: I feel like I tried to feel more uncomfortable, constricted. I’m doing slight movements, but still showing that anxiety and fear. I still try to have movements that match up with the chorus, but ever-so-slight movements. Definitely the opposite of the other side. 

KN: I had originally instructed her to not move at all. As we were filming it, she naturally had these movements that were so great that I said, “Ok, move how you would naturally.” I love how uncomfortable it is, how you’re moving, but you’re very constricted. It speaks to that state of mind. 

AP: It reminds me of that expression, “Dance like no one’s watching.” The right side feels like you’re doing that and freely expressing yourself through movement. Then the left side – even though that is the “inner world” – it feels like how you would move uncomfortably with too many eyes on you. 

KN: It’s very self-conscious. 

AP: I love the last shot of the slight eye movement before a final 16mm color flash. 

KN: It was so fun to watch that again. It’s been awhile. I watched it every day for a month. 

AP: This is the fifth time I’ve watched this video today. But this watch – with you two telling me what went into the creative process – this was the most enlightening watch. Any final thoughts you’d like to wrap up with? 

YL: Rewatching it makes me feel super sentimental. I’m happy we put this out into the world and were able to make something under these circumstances. Every detail feels so specific, everything ties together so well looking back on it. We did more than I thought we could with it. 

AP: Even watching it the first time without all this context, it did feel like a very intentional video. There’s meaning to these images and the filmmaking techniques behind them. 

KN: I like to tie videos into the songwriter’s vision and what they’re speaking about, rather than have it be unrelated. I had so much fun making it. It was a pretty DIY project, but I think the end product is even better than I had imagined. It’s cool to keep creating art even when shit is absolutely terrible. 

AP: Even though it’s DIY, it never feels like it’s low-budget or cheaply made. 

KN: It was also the day that Joe Biden finally got announced as the winner of the election. We found that out as we were getting to set. So it felt like this huge release. It gave us energy for the shoot. Not that I’m the hugest Joe Biden fan; but people were yelling in the streets. There was this electric energy that was really cool. Hell yeah, let’s make some art. 

YOU OUGHTA KNOW: Queen Crony

 
Queen Crony posing in a park

Photo by Queen Crony

Queen Crony have very little use for genre boundaries. The young Boston quartet make music sorta like an M.C. Escher painting: all jagged edges and sharp twists and turns with trap doors and staircases that lead to entirely different places. A Queen Crony song sounds like pop music and the avant-garde thrillingly being pulled apart and smushed back together at weird angles. With that in mind, theirs is a project that certainly flexes its conservatory pedigree, but never at the sacrifice of hooks or musicality or feeling. Its members see Queen Crony as a fully democratic endeavor, and one in which each member’s musical proclivity and voice gets a chance to shine. In other words, it’s essentially a band about their friendship.

While there’s certainly a precedent for groups of their ilk in Boston (this very publication has shined a light on a few), it’s rare to see one so dialed into chaos make such a strong opening statement out of the gate. Which is to say, their debut album Horse Pony–released right at the tail end of 2020–more than makes good on the promise shown during their sweatily triumphant gigs. Revered in hushed tones among scenesters, a Queen Crony show is an exercise in bedlam: bodies flailing and instruments akimbo on crowded stages, they simply make bodies move with force via sheer exuberance. The dank basements dotting Allston’s ever-mutating musical ecosystem become tumultuous dance floors for twenty or so minutes at a time.

While the fate of many young (and old) projects obviously hangs in the balance as we zoom past the one year mark of the pandemic, the members of Queen Crony have largely remained positive. Then again, if you were armed with songs as deranged and oddly beautiful as the ones scattered across Horse Pony, would you have cause for concern? Probably not. Vague but hopeful plans of touring and new recordings await, but for now, let’s learn more about what makes Queen Crony tick.


Allston Pudding: Who is Queen Crony? 

Queen Crony: Jolee (she/her) sings Voice

Matt (he/him) plays Guitar

Brad (he/him) hits Drums

Grace (she/her) plays Bass

Rubin (he/him) does Keyboards and Trumpet.

AP: When did the band form?

QC: We formed in the spring of 2018, but we didn’t have the lineup we have now until January 2019.

AP: Where did the band form? What brought you together?

QC: We all met at NEC. Rubin initially got all of us together to play some music he had written for 2 guitars, keyboards, bass, and voice, which was our original instrumentation. We wanted to be a no-wave/noise type project, but after we played some shows with other bands we decided we really wanted drums. It happened that one of the guitarists didn’t have time for the project anymore, so they quit, we got Brad to join, and we have been rocking ever since! Rubin wrote most of the songs on Horse Pony, but we definitely all bring our own little flavor to the group sound. Now we arrange all the songs pretty collaboratively. 

Queen Crony performing

Photo by Omari Spears

AP: What do your backgrounds in music prior to forming the band look like?

QC: We all went to school for Jazz and/or Improvised Music, but we all have experience in a wide variety of stuff from Metal to Pop to Folk etc. Grace and Brad are both from Texas which adds a little Southern twang to our music. Brad is the sweetest rocker of us all. Grace is the funkiest and she holds it down. Matt is just really the sickest guitarist ever, so that enhances everything for sure. Rubin is just a wacky weirdo who writes confusing music that somehow then makes sense in the end. Jolee just likes to get silly and rambunctious in life and music. We have all been in lots of bands before, and have projects aside from QC (check out Grace and Jolee’s duo called Houndsteeth!). 

AP: Is there any one common thing that inspired you to pursue the music you’re making as Queen Crony?

QC: We all love messing around in different genres, one original idea was to be a kind of improvisatory metal band with Jolee fronting it. This was unrealistic though because Jolee doesn’t like to do the metal vocal style haha! We tend to take small ideas and run with them. Everyone is free to do their thing. We are all friends and respect each other a lot so we always just vibe when we’re together. The goal is for each person’s musical style to shine.

AP: Are there any especially relevant influences–musical or otherwise–that you feel would open up listeners to what you’re doing?

QC: Deerhoof, Caetano Veloso, Naked City, Mr. Bungle, Rong, and Melt-Banana are a few to start!

AP: How did your debut full length Horse Pony come together? How long did it take to write? Where and with whom did you record? Etc.

QC: Like we mentioned before, Rubin had written a lot of the songs on this album, many of which we’d been playing for a year or so before recording. We recorded all 13 songs in one weekend in January 2020 at Blue Jay Studio in Carlisle, MA. Our really good buddy Peter Atkinson engineered, and it was just lots of fun. Everyone kinda went wild adding parts in the studio, and it really made the album come to life. But truly it was Peter’s utmost care in the mixing and mastering that makes Horse Pony.

AP: How do you feel Boston (both the city itself and the music scene) influences what you do with this band? 

QC: The music scene here in Boston definitely has a huge influence on us. We love playing shows with bands like Rong, Birthday Ass, and Beverly Tender, and there are so many good bands always popping out of nowhere. The Boston music scene has had a lot of heavy-hitting bands over the years like Guerilla Toss, Birthing Hips, and Pile and we definitely feel inspired to carry that same energy, especially in live performances. 

AP: How would each of you describe your approach to making music with the band?

Jolee: I was really thrown out of my comfort zone when Queen Crony initially started and now I literally feel unafraid of any musical encounter thanks to this band. In fact, I am now actively always searching for musical settings that feel as free and open and weird as it does with this group. Everyone rocks so hard, I feel completely accepted being totally dramatic and wild with QC, and I love letting loose and going super hard. 

Queen Crony performing

Photo by James Forsythe

Grace: My approach to playing with Queen Crony is really informed by the fact that we started as a four piece with no drums. Then, my approach was to be both the drummer and the bassist, all while trying to keep up with the band’s spontaneous and improvisatory spirit! Brad’s presence has really allowed me to take a more personal approach to the music. As a band that tries to both play into genre stereotypes, and also turn those stereotypes on their head, our instrument’s roles in the music don’t have to be what they would typically be. Through the course of each song, I get to play the role of bassist, percussionist, soloist, improvisor…really anything! In that same vein, I feel that part of Queen Crony’s magic lies in our sensitivity to each other’s musical choices. I think Brad and I are particularly sensitive to one another as we take turns being the rhythmic rock to the band, ditching the typical roles of our instruments to join the chaos that’s occurring in the trumpet, guitar, or voice.

Matt: I aim to make my guitar sound either nothing like a guitar or painfully like a guitar depending on whatever the other weirdos are doing. Queen Crony for me is finding that scary ground between completely letting go and going crazy and/or meticulously crafting each little part. But, it’s all incredibly fun and my real goal is to just make as much eye contact as possible with everyone else and lock in and jump around and stuff

Rubin: I aim to rock hard, and to enhance the group sound, making space for everyone to shine bright. Most of the time I am just listening to how great everyone else sounds.

Brad: I try to approach every song differently. Exaggerating the style and energy of each section and interacting with what everyone else is playing.

AP: There’s obviously a lot of moving parts to your sound, how do you typically compose a Queen Crony song? 

QC: There isn’t really one way that we do it, some songs have been inspired by riffs we came up with. Some have been entirely through-composed. Some have started as sketches and were brought to life in a collaborative way. In most cases we arrange everything pretty much together, with everyone presenting ideas and coming up/enhancing their own parts along the way. Sometimes somebody just makes a really cool sound and we have to turn it into a section or a whole song.

AP: Your music moves through genres pretty fluidly, how exactly do you categorize it to others?

QC: The broadest label would be experimental rock or art rock; and when we describe ourselves we usually say that we are a genre-hopping band.

Queen Crony performing

Photo by Omari Spears

AP: Speaking for the Pudding, I’d say you all definitely have a rep for dynamic gigs, how would each of you describe a Queen Crony set to the uninitiated?

QC: Wow that’s really nice to hear that we have a reputation. We want to play differently each time, we always want it to be fresh…but also we are always stoked to just play loud and unabashedly. We love to go really hard. We want to get people dancing and we are lucky that people in Boston know how to jump around and have fun at shows.  

AP: What would a dream bill for a Queen Crony gig look like to each of you?

QC: Hmmmm, a dream bill might be with Deerhoof, Luge, Locate S,1, and Melt-Banana. That would be sick, maybe it will happen someday. And I know it’s like a year later but just want to shout out this really epic show we were going to play with Godcaster, Rong, and Birthday Ass on March 27th 2020. RIP. Hopefully we can recreate that bill someday ❤️ 

AP: What’s next for Queen Crony?

QC: We are gonna go on a huge big tour as soon as it’s safe to do that. I think everyone wants it to happen ASAP! For the time being, we are working on new songs and starting some remote recording projects, gearing up to record another album this spring/summer!

Patty Meltz talk recording Moon Pup 2069 over email, space music, and the “mystical art” to a good mixtape

Art for Moon Pup 2069, showing the dog Lora playing on a joystick as a spaceship and enemy ships are displayed in the background against space

If you’ve ever thrown on a mixtape made by a long-distance partner while gaming or traveling to see them, you’ll feel right at home with Moon Pup 2069. Released in late February, Moon Pup 2069 is a sidescroller shoot-’em-up developed by Jamie Barker, the artist behind the popular online comic series Fake Gamer Comics. Moon Pup 2069, Barker’s third game to date, acts as a casual bite-sized take on bullet hell shooters where you venture forth as the dog Lora in a spaceship to see your boyfriend (who happens to be a moon), while fighting off space pirates and dodging meteors that stand in your way.

But there’s more to Moon Pup than just the gameplay. Barker has also released a number of albums and tracks to Bandcamp over the years as a DIY acoustic/pop-punk musician, both in the band Ashby and the Oceanns and under her own name as a solo artist. Part of Barker’s music has included soundtracking their two previous games, but she takes a different approach to Moon Pup. For this game’s music, Barker collaborated with her friend and touring bandmate Remi Lavičkova, releasing music together under the name Patty Meltz. Together, the two provide the shoegaze bedroom pop soundtrack to Moon Pup 2069’s space shmup action: “a mixtape-style album of queer indie rock recorded over email in quarantine” that plays in-game and was released separately as an album to Bandcamp on the game’s release day.

To learn more about the album and the duo’s process for creating it, we spoke with Remi Lavičkova and Jamie Barker about their experience making Moon Pup 2069 over email.


How did the two of you first connect, and what made you want to collaborate with each other on an album?

REMI: We first met at a basement open mic that Jamie was running. I was in a folk punk band at the time and my bassist was telling me about how I had to check out Ashby and the Oceanns, that I’d really dig them. Hearing her play, I really dug how there was a mix of playfulness and sincerity in her lyrics. We connected in the way two quiet, shy people tend to — by orbiting around each other for a couple years, occasionally hanging out to see a movie, grab a meal, play video games, and talk music. Even though we weren’t hanging out a lot, there was always that sense of being great friends on my end. We also have the East Coast transplant thing in common. Eventually she invited me to tour the Midwest with her as a bassist for Ashby and the Oceanns. There’s a live album where you can hear me chugging away on bass during one of our sets. I always knew I wanted to a.) hang out with this cool girl I met at an open mic, b.) write an album together that neither of us would have come up with on our own. The rest was just timing.

JAMIE: Yeah, we collaborated mostly live early on, but Remi is a great guitarist AND I wanted to make a project that’s 50/50 creatively. We both write and perform pretty differently, so I think the album has a nice sound of a band that’s much more complex [than] if I were to do everything on my own.

Since making this album involved the two of you emailing each other your contributions, can you talk about how that affected the process of working on the album? How did you see that impacting the way the album was written or produced?

REMI: Sending files back and forth when compared to recording together, it’s the difference between talking on the phone and talking face-to-face. In-person you can read body language, often immediately locking into someone’s vibe. But with the added distance you have to do more work interpreting that vibe, something like, “I think this is where she’s taking it, let me push it further in that direction.” It takes a lot of trust in each other’s musical instincts to record this way, I think. And it’s a trust that we definitely have.

JAMIE: Yeah, it was overall pretty painless, I think. We had talked about music for the months leading up to recording and we had a few Spotify playlists going that inspired the album’s sound and themes. We had a bit of a unified vision and within a few songs, I think we both knew we could make it a full album. I wrote some of the songs on my own, and same with Remi, but some of the songs like “Space Station” and “The Engineer” were actually written around tiny loops of bass or guitar. It was an exciting way to work. We also added a lot to each other’s tracks, so I think we both shine in a good way on every song.

A lot of Jamie’s previous work hewed more towards acoustic or solo DIY pop punk, whereas this album has more of a shoegaze bedroom indie rock sound to it. How did the two of you decide on the sound of this album, and how did you want that to tie into the feel of the game?

REMI: We’ve spent a lot of time talking music before we ever played together, so we’ve had a sense of where the Venn diagrams of our tastes overlap for a while. I love the DIY pop punk sound, but I’m lousy at writing it. I’ve played more instrumental post-rock than anything else. But the key probably was us swapping playlists back and forth, spending time listening to them together. That’s what solidified the direction for this album. Those were the mixtapes behind the mixtape. As far as tying it into the game, it’s kind of naive, but I was one of those nerdy kids with a telescope and a subscription to Astronomy Magazine, so I felt cut out for space music.

JAMIE: I played a lot of house shows and really love acoustic/singer-songwriter music, but I’ve always wanted to make poppier, more dreamy, bigger songs… I’ve always listened to stuff like Weezer, Fall Out Boy, Death Cab, etc… I love 2000s indie music a lot. So this album is actually the closest an album has ever lined up with my intent.

The album cover for Patty Meltz's Moon Pup 2069 soundtrack, showing the dog Lora with arms raised behind her head against a blue backdrop. The song titles are visible on the lower part of the blue backdrop.

Speaking of mixtapes, one of the descriptors for the album says that it’s a “mixtape-style album,” which I feel fits in with how the game randomizes the tracks when it loads up and continues playing them after a game over.  How did you want to evoke the feel of a mixtape on this album, and how did you want that to correspond to the game?

REMI: Making a good mixtape feels like some mystical art; the songs have to be good, it has to flow, and more than likely it is an earnest confession of feelings aimed at the recipient. Don’t get me wrong, I made a lot of embarrassing mixtapes for crushes in high school, but when you get a mixtape right, it just clicks in a similar way to how two people can just click.

JAMIE: I really wanted every song to be an attempt at a different style of indie rock music… I think it’s *maybeee* more evident in my voice on different tracks, as well as Remi’s. We tried to cover some ground and not have any repetitive songs. As far as how it combines with the game, I wanted the album to be able to stand alone, but it’s also the emotional core of the game and adds some unexpected (I think) sincerity to a shooter. The in-game story is that Moony (Lora’s boyfriend) gave Lora (a dog) a mixtape so she wouldn’t be bored when she travelled to visit him. Moony included only Patty Meltz songs, I guess… but some of them are supposed to inspire Lora, or maybe give some insight to how Moony is feeling, without it actually being narrative. It’s more… emotional context!

How did you develop the songs lyrically to tie into the game itself? Were the songs being written before the game’s development, or did they come after the game was already in the process of being developed/worked on?

REMI: Jamie showed me the game as she developed it, which was really cool to watch unfold. That said, I never felt like I had to reference the game specifically. I wanted the lyrics that I wrote to feel like they were written in an observatory by a lovesick astronomer, yearning for space, yearning for her person.

JAMIE: The music was written alongside the really quick development time.  At first, I wanted weird loop-driven guitar songs that were not going to be full songs, but experiments that I thought would be interesting to collab on. Then I wrote “Astound You” and thought it was a really good song and it kinda informed the music for the rest of the album (for me).

A screenshot from Moon Pup 2069, showing a player spaceship firing at an enemy spaceship amid a field of meteors. In the bottom of the screen, a subtitle reads, "Hey! Cya soon! Stay safe & try not to die!"

A good amount of this album has a laid-back vibe that kind of subverts typical sidescroller bullet hell soundtracks that are more fast-paced or frantic. What made you want to pair that relatively relaxed energy to this type of game?

JAMIE: Really, if I had tried to make a fast-paced video game song with beeps and boops, it would have been bad. That’s really not how I write… and there are plenty of folks who do amazing stuff with that genre. I think for me, I’ve enjoyed pairing very minimal games with my personality ([through the] art & music) and letting the music add a complexity to mechanically-simple games.

Since this is the third game Jamie has released, how has your approach to writing music for your games developed?

JAMIE: The music has been fairly easy up until Moon Pup. Moon Pup was the first game where I knew lyrics could work well… Rebel Kitsune had lyrics originally (but it would be hard to read and listen at the same time) and Bunt Girl was intentionally retro-y keyboard songs. Overall, my approach is just KNOWING what I want the product to be, but letting myself explore to get to that end point.

If you two plan to keep collaborating together, what would be the next type of game you’d want to pair your music with?

REMI: From the start, we always talked about Moon Pup 2069 as the first Patty Meltz album, so we’ve always planned for more. Jamie is the video game mastermind, so I’ll leave any future pairings to her.

JAMIE: At least speaking for myself, it’ll be nice to do an album without the confines of a video game! I have lots of small ideas for games though, so we’ll def. see! I think games that have space for indie rock and lyrics are rare-ish, so I don’t wanna over do it.

Do either of you currently have any plans underway for your music ahead?

REMI: We took a couple weeks off after releasing the album, but then immediately got back to writing songs. I couldn’t ask for a better writing partner. I’m a nerd for our collaboration, and I’m excited to see where we take it next.

JAMIE: Yeah, I am recording little covers and writing song ideas, until there’s future projects… We def. wanna do something more focused for our next album together. I’ll also [be] working on some more game music this year and Ashby and the Oceanns stuff, too! Hopefully, Patty Meltz will do some shows down the road also… *fingers crossed*.


Moon Pup 2069 — both the game and the album — are out now. Play the game at this link, and stream the album on Bandcamp below.

INTERVIEW: Dog Trainer on Paranoia, Process and Pain

Photo by Elvira Broman

The pandemic has affected every musical artist in some way. Whether it’s shifted rehearsal schedules, delayed tours or altered sounds/styles, the past year can be felt in a variety of ways. For New York based Bedroom Indie Pop duo Dog Trainer it’s a wonky combination of all of the above as they embarked on finishing their second (and first double album) Scrolling to feel better. We recently interviewed the collaborators about their process around recording the album, part one of which was released this past Friday, the 26th.

Having released their first full length Puppyhood in early 2019, singer Nick Broman and guitarist Lucas del Calvo had initially taken a break from the project to focus on a new sound. Starting off as competing musicians at the New School for Jazz, the pair branched off to explore their growing love of intimate Indie sounds and layered Pop atmospheres. Kicking things off with the release of their debut EP Apartments in 2017, the group found themselves in a more lo-fi territory due to the DIY nature of their current recording process. Following the continuation of this Indie sound with Puppyhood, they decided to try something different. 

Photo by Elvira Broman

Taking on a new project 1-800-Superstar which settled in more of a Pop adjacent world, they were able to play around with textures outside of the indie/lo-fi genre. Allowing them to get into beat making and drawing on a wide range of influences from Porches, Charli XCX and LAUV, to more unexpected artists such as Coldplay, Taylor Swift and Illenium, the latter del Calvo regards as “tasteless EDM”. Having grown from this experience in their creativity and production styles, Broman and del Calvo were ready to leash up once again to work on more Dog Trainer music. In March of last year they began work on a new album right as the world presented an unprecedented conflict. 

The duo made it work, albeit separately, with Broman and del Calvo exchanging music and lyrics between their respective residences in New York and Vermont. Allowing for more time to be productive, the distance also gave the artists space to experiment. “I feel guilty if I make Nick sit there and listen to me make a beat for four hours,” explained del Calvo. This sudden abundance of free time led to the group having a wide variety of beats which they began to feel attached to. So much so that the idea of releasing a two part album was born. Both a result of struggling to find a cohesive sound between many of the 20+ song structures they had created and a general dislike of really long albums, the idea only made sense. 

INTERVIEW: Dog TrainerFor the last three months of writing, the pair reconnected in New York so they could finish together. “The highlight of quarantine was making the album… living together, playing video games, getting drunk,” says Del Calvo. Out of this unconventional process came the group’s best release to date. A swirling amalgamation of sounds and styles, part one plays on the feelings of being a young creative trying to make it work in a world that constantly seems like it’s trying to break us down. Providing space to jump around and work through these traumas before giving us time to rest and reflect, Broman and del Calvo have crafted a body of work that feels essential for these wild times we’re living in. 

With part one available everywhere, they were able to reflect on their feelings and favorite aspects so far. When asked about their favorite tracks from part one, Broman admits track three “Really Not Close” has an immediate effect on him, “I just like that song and the production. It doesn’t really go much deeper than that [laughs].” For del Calvo it’s album opener and single “Dumb Paranoia” which holds a special place in his mind. “The spirit [of this song] is the spirit of the whole album and how I feel. Neurotic, pessimistic and also heartfelt and romantic,” del Calvo continues, “as an independent artist with each album you feel like it’s “the one” and it can leave you feeling vulnerable. It’s a first world pain, but it’s still a pain of you putting your whole life into this thing you’re so invested in.”

There’s a line in “Dumb Paranoia” which directly deals with the uncertainties of choices we make in our lives and the long lasting effects that can be born out of these tough decisions. “Am I gonna hate this tattoo when I’m 45 applying for a job I never wanted in the suburb where I grew up? All the walls closing in and the room’s spinning round. Will this end, will this stop, am I stuck feeling anxious?” There comes a point in our lives where we begin to find ourselves considering the long term results of seemingly simple ideas and if/when to just give in, “grow up” and act more practical. 

However, even steeped in these emotions, the duo denies regretting the lives they have lived up to this point. “I have a crazy amount of anxiety about where I am but it’s hard to really regret things because it’s the only way anything could’ve happened. At the end of the day, all of these risks like choosing to be a musician [rather than a more conventional career path] led to Nick being my best friend, meeting my girlfriend and having all of these connections that I care about now,” admits del Calvo. A sentiment that is directly related to a line in track two “If All The Worst Moments”: “if all the worst moments in my life led to this moment then I’d take every last one of them and I’d do it all over.”

Broman adds, “[going] into music when you’re 18, 19, 20, you sort of know what you’re getting into… something that’s risky, might not all work out, could amount to very little, but the experience of doing that is what makes it meaningful.”

Check out the new album Scrolling to feel better… part one below and find the rest of Dog Trainer’s music on Bandcamp and Spotify now and follow them on Facebook, Instagram and Twitter

 

ALBUM PREMIERE: Mercet Lets Some Light In on VIMS

Mercet posing

Gif by Nick Surette

For those of you that missed our Discord listening party last night, we are pleased to be premiering Mercet‘s debut LP VIMS a day early at Allston Pudding. As Mercet’s Sai Boddupalli mentioned last night, he sees the album as a document of both the last year in quarantine and the mental health obstacles he has faced during that period. Working in electronic music largely for the first time, Bouddupalli aimed to chronicle his progress towards a sense of stasis alongside his ability to express himself emotionally within a new genre framework. The end sonic result, to paraphrase Allston Pudding alum Tim Gagnon, is something akin to Floating Points meeting DJ Healer in an airtight bottle. Boddupalli, an avowed FloPo fan, expressed gratitude for the comparison during an earlier chat about the album.

That said, VIMS is also something of a coronation for the scene that figuratively (and literally) birthed Mercet. A quick scan of the album credits shows collaborations with Kira McSpice, visual contributions and mastering from Matthew Politoski and Zach Weeks (his bandmates in beloved emo troupe Animal Flag), and album artwork from Nick Surette, fresh off the creation of Really From‘s striking self-titled cover. Hell, midpoint highlight “Mirst” even samples audio from an interview his father gave that he found on YouTube. It’s a fitting motif for an album dedicated partly to the dissonance in not being able to see friends and family for months due to the pandemic. In any case, VIMS is first and foremost a very strong opening statement from a project we’ll be keeping our eyes and ears tuned to, it’s strongly suggested that you do the same.

VIMS is out Friday, April 2nd, but you can stream it a day early at the link below. Digital copies along with the last few copies of the exclusive photobook can be found right here.

YOU OUGHTA KNOW: Trash Sun

Trash Sun is the moniker of August Darula, working as a side project off their band 7/11 Jesus. Since starting the project in 2019, Darula has released a whopping six albums, an enviable work ethic for any solo musician. This may be due in part to Darula’s desire to self-record and self-produce albums, with a stockpile of songs dating back to 2015. The project is ultimately designed to be an experimental self-introduction into the world of production, a fun experience, and one that we delightfully get to partake in. Darula has called Trash Sun “guitar music,” but the six albums released all have their own individual identities. They contain a much wider influence of genres, crossing seamlessly through punk, shoegaze and dream-pop. The most recent, Besides, was released in February and showcases a new angle from previous works.

Besides is Trash Sun’s most ambitious release to date, but that’s not to discredit their older albums. The album is an ‘extension’ of the past works, which have been much more guitar-focused releases. Darula’s previous album, 2020’s Fried, plants its feet firmly in the camp of noise rock and garage punk, while past albums like Dust and Nowhere Is Everywhere have exhibited patient rock with bedroom-pop styles. As Darula accurately comments, each album is part of a wide spectrum of influence without abandoning its roots. Indeed, the albums all feel like pieces of a complete whole – each release is a small foray into a different avenue of noise rock, and makes the others feel more complementary to each other. Every one is worth a listen to see how Darula’s interests intersect and influence the other Trash Sun releases.

Trash Sun’s album Dust

Darula’s newest release is the biggest outlier in a rapidly increasing discography, but it shares the two simple things that unite all Trash Sun albums – distorted guitar and vocals. There is more of a focus on the production – improved from the early laptop days. The tracks are thinner, and the inclusion of piano and strings in some songs have provided a fuller sound. However, the fuzzy guitar licks and the vocals layered under distortion are as prominent as ever. Any attempts at lyric discernment are futile here. The end result is closer to dream-pop than anything else, which Darula hopes has a calming effect during these troubling times. And it succeeds! The opener “White Widow” sets an immediate hazy tone, even more muzzled than before. Late-album standout “Web” is particularly mesmerizing in a way that’s both relaxing and hypnotizing. Besides is actually a play on b-sides, as the album is more of a collection of loose threads rather than a straight focused idea, but the flow of it will deceive you into thinking it’s a proper narrative. The album ultimately fits in with previous releases, with a few tweaks and additions that chip away at the more chaotic tendencies to produce something similar but muted.

The natural progression of Trash Sun’s albums is something to behold. It feels like the way an indie band would evolve their sound over the course of a decade, but accomplished by a solo act and dashed across only three years. Besides is an important piece in Trash Sun’s music as it introduces new experimental elements and elevates the minor aspects of past albums without losing any focus of what the core of the project is. While the album was recorded early enough that it can’t be entirely reflective of the pandemic, these times have allowed Darula to increase an already hectic recording schedule; a new Trash Sun album should be on the way in the late summer. Truly, no rest for the weary. Besides can be streamed below, and all of the Trash Sun albums are available on Bandcamp.

 

 

Allston Pudding Guest Mix #04: XMariposa

DJ XMariposa posing on a racketball court

Photo courtesy of XMariposa

A former resident of the beloved local queer party Houseboi, XMariposa (under their prior alias LUNAMARIPOSA) has long been a fixture in the Boston dance music scene, playing at hotspots like Middlesex Lounge, the Lower Level and even MassArt. They have since branched out into producing along with DJing, and adopted the new name along with another moniker called LUNÁTICA for their more “primal” and rave focused productions as well as for the DJ sets that fit into the ever-nebulous experimental club subhead. XMariposa says the differentiation comes down to the spirit of each project.

XMariposa is mostly focusing on my love for all the forms of house music, which in the words of the iconic and legendary Frankie Knuckles, is disco’s revenge.”

With that in mind, XMariposa presents us with a finely tuned hour of house vibes of every flavor, dipping into hits from the the 90s, the 00s, and today, without a single blend that feels out of place. And so we are pleased to be hosting this mix they’re calling “A la XMariposa Flow” here at Allston Pudding. Read on for a bit more about XMariposa’s favorite dancefloor epiphanies and then get to dancing at the link below.


Allston PuddingHow would you title this mix? 

XMariposa: “A la XMariposa Flow“

AP: Tell us about some of your gigs and/or other mixes and releases.

X: I used to be part of a group called Houseboi who had a residency at Middlesex Lounge, but my favorite part was when they first started hosting Houseboi at club OBERON. The DJ booth hovers over the dance floor, letting whoever is DJing witness all the magic happening from above. Another one of my fave gigs was playing First Fridays at the ICA in 2019 with longtime collaborator and bestie Earthaclit. I had just turned 21 the week before and had celebrated it at the ICA for the DISCWOMAN showcase so it was really dope to get a turn behind the decks a week after getting to see BEARCAT, Br0nz3_ g0dd3ss and SHYBOI. I hope that maybe one day I get invited again when this pandemic is actually over just so I can get my hands on 4 CDJS and relive that dopamine of happiness I first experienced. In regards to mixes I really love my mix I named “IN A WORLD FULL OF EVES BE LILITH” this mix speaks for itself and is part of a series I call O.E. (Oracle Energy) you can find it on my Soundcloud page. I also have a joint EP with my friend FIFI coming out through JEROME mid spring, which is exciting since I’ve been a fan of this label for a while and get to show a leveled up version of my production as LUNÁTICA. 

AP: What’s the best setting/way to enjoy this mix?

X: I usually listen to mixes either when i’m cleaning or cooking in the house, or just when I simply wanna wiggle around in front of a mirror in my room. So my answer would be: wherever this mix finds you, if it moves you…let it move you. 

AP: Is there any sort of concept to this mix?

X: Nope! 

AP: Do you have a favorite moment in it?

X: I started off a little delicate and lush but from 27:30 – 29:50 and most of the blends after I favor cause I’m mixing into some more hard house. 

AP: If you could describe this mix with one adjective or emotion what would it be? Why?

X: The adjective would be uplifting, but also I’m choosing to go with a color ~mauve~ and my reason why? Well…the mix speaks for itself. 

AP: Is there a particular genre or label or tempo that you especially gravitate towards when mixing? Why or why not?

X: It depends on which project/persona I step into–anything from 100-150 for bpm–but for this mix it’s a good 125-130bpm since it’s mostly house music. 

AP: What makes a successful DJ mix for home listening to you? What makes one successful in a club type setting?

X: As XMariposa I’m more of a Response over Reaction type of person when it comes down to mixing in front of a crowd/at the club. That means to me that if you have a good selection of music,  people respond with the emotions those tracks make them feel as opposed to just reacting to some crazy percussion coming up or the bass leaving suddenly and coming back after a 4 bar count with a build up. I do think it’s a balance of both though. As LUNÁTICA I wanna have a reaction from people where they’re losing their minds and question what their ears are experiencing, but they’re still loving every second. However, every DJ knows about the “Flow” where you don’t train wreck from one track to another and land every blend cohesively or at least having a steady hypnotic rhythmic flow that won’t throw off the dancers/listeners. I do understand though as a performing DJ you have to have a clean mixing skill set that shows you know what you’re doing and you’re doing it well. I wouldn’t wanna perform for a festival of over 1000 people and trainwreck my entire set or blow up the sound system. That would be sooo bad and embarrassing omg!

Photo courtesy of XMariposa

AP: Do you have a favorite and/or formative dancefloor memory? What made it so memorable?

X:  OKAY SO! I totally had to look up the flyer to get it right because I just had to: SUBLIMATE W/ BEIGE , silktits, Soul 2 Seoul and DEE DIGGS- FEB/21 IN a NYC warehouse. 

I was with my absolute fave Libra that is Dee Diggs ❤️. She was on her double booked tip that day and I remember after her first gig at SOUL IN THE HORN hosted and created by Natasha Diggs, we went for some hotdogs and recharged up a bit before her soul-shaking, love-lifting set that night at Sublimate. I recall toward the end of Dee’s set I sat on one of the 2 huge subwoofers they had in the space and just felt the vibrations and was smiling super hard.  I just remember how grateful I was that night (and still continue to be)  to have such a loving person in my life after a series of down moments where I felt abandoned. I have these kinds of moments often of love and communion when I find myself on dancefloors where l remember and recognize that love is the message. 

AP: How would you describe Boston’s dance music scene? What changes would you make (if any)?

X: How would I describe the dance music scene here, well I guess it has its magical pockets and what not but…

We need less DJs and venues where they only allow themselves to play top 40 songs. 

We need more GENUINE collaboration between organizers and less egos. 

We need better venues with efficient  rules that don’t tolerate any form of hate or ignorance  even within their own staff. 

We need sober friendly venues.

We need safe drug usage venues. 

We need sex positive and educational parties. 

We need to acknowledge the racism and abuse of power within clubs and organizers. 

We need more BLACK and NONwhite DJs to be booked. 

We need more NON CIS MEN HEADLINING. 

We need a law where we are allowed to dance and be loud till 4am or beyond. 

We need more people in it for the culture as well and not just the money. 

We need venues to pay more than $100 for a 4 hour DJ set.

We NEED to have more and substantial funding from the city. 

WE NEED more day time functions. 

We NEED more outdoor events. 

We NEED more non white organizers given the funds and access to curating parties where it’s not mostly white people.

Shall I go on? LMAO. 

AP: What inspires you as a DJ? And what do other DJs do that inspires you? 

X: Part of it is the selections and what those songs make me feel–if a DJ can invoke something in me–I really respect that and aim to do the same to others. Also, just being authentic and humble, I’m not into a Diva without some drop of grace anymore. 

AP: Are you someone that frequent(ed) clubs? Either way, how does that influence the way you DJ? 

X: Literally was just DM’ing my friend Matheus aka MATH3CA about how we miss nightlife and the clubs, but are hopeful about people growing and changing in order for things to not be the same once they open back up. I especially just miss dancing to a good sound system and being with friends, and of course that experience influences my sound, from my mood to the type of music I’ll play.

AP: When you play/create sets do you play with an idea in mind or do you cater to the audience’s energy? How so? 

X: Honestly I usually play whatever music I’ve been listening to and whatever makes me wanna dance. Yeah I might cater to the crowd but it’s not 100%. I like to remind  people that they are  paying to go see a performance, not put a quarter in a jukebox or attach their phone to an aux. 

AP: How does DJing inform the music you produce? Dance music or otherwise.

X: I recognize that through DJing I’ve trained my ear on how to layer sounds and what not. I wouldn’t be the producer I am becoming without the DJ to producer pipeline. For some it’s different, I’m just glad I locked down the nonlinear style of mixing.

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TRACKLIST

Chris Simmonds- Safe Mode 2

Uschi Classen-  Reach Out (Bump In The Night Mix)

Dirty Harry-  Rey De Majorca

Particle Ray- Just A Little Bit More

DMX Krew- Asylum Seekers 

Antonio Caballero- Dreams (Percussive Encouragement Mix)

Houseologist@wurk- Latinos Beat Mix

Larry Heard- And So I Dance (Anthony Nicholson Rhumba Mix)

Dawn Tallman- Be Encouraged (Wamdue Speakeasy Dub)

BoredLord- Open Doors

Vicky Rodriguez- Se Goza

Jammin Gerald- Pump That Shit

MDX-Spress- God Made me Phunky (HCCR Remix)

OSSX- TU MADRINA 

Vicky Rodriguez- Activo

Wax Master Maurice- Stop Screaming

Rupaul- Nothing Nice (feat. Vjuan Allure) 

Cristina la Veneno- El Rap de la Veneno (Remastered) 

Pat & Mick- Use It Up (Phil B’s Phaggotry In Motion Mix)

Fantastic Plastic Machine- Whistle Song